enthusiasm missing?

how life events and experiences effect me are intriguing. i’m thinking and wondering know what my vision, my dreams and desires. i’m excited about all that i want, and i want it all…

i don’t feel the enthusiasm i once did, i don’t feel as connected as i once did.

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luckily i know and realize i can choose to be enthusiastic and i can visualize and imagine more than i have been. i realize life happens and i change and grow in life.

so… i choose to be enthusiastic! i choose to imagine and visualize what i want! i choose to connect!

what do you want? are you enthusiastic about it? are you imagining and visualizing it? are you connected to it?

choose!

live your truth!

simplify

it’s august, the end of summer quickly nearing. the summer days of being care-free didn’t come for me, is summer here and gone already?

the moments of noticing time going so fast is when i really step back and want to simplify life and allow it to slow done. ssllloooowwwww down.

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what can i let go to be able to enjoy some of those care-free moments? honestly though, i want more than a moment, i want a day, a week, a month…

i want to go beyond care-free and live a life of relaxed calm, enjoying and sharing life and all it’s great moments in relaxed calm.

maybe that isn’t really what i want. i want growth, and growth comes with challenges of getting from where i am now to where i want to be. maybe the relaxed calm is living in awareness, choosing with definiteness of purpose for what i want to create, and being grateful for all that surrounds me.

simply live. live in awareness. live in positive choice. live in gratitude. live in love.

will you join me?

let’s let go of all the daily tasks and to-do’s and create a new list:

  • awareness
  • choose positive
  • gratitude
  • love

live your truth!

time for myself

how do you prioritize yourself? are you doing that?

i’m reclaiming myself for myself. not that i don’t want to be giving to others and doing for others, that is something important to me. but my choices have led me to a time right now that i’ve filled my days with tasks and responsibilities that are pushing aside the relaxing and restoring things that i do for me. my energy is low and my enthusiasm is low. i’ve become disconnected from myself.

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so, i’m reclaiming me, and it’s not as easy as it would seem. all the choices i have been making that have filled my days are important things to me, but they are draining me right now instead of filling me. i need to add more to my day that is filling me up, giving me positive energy. and then the positive energy can be given, given and shared with others.

i am reconnecting with myself. listening to my body. connecting to my dreams and desires with visualizing. getting myself out in nature.

what have you been giving to yourself? do you need to reclaim any part of yourself and give time back to you? time to relax and restore? what fills you up? what gives you energy?

 

 

 

what do you want to create?

i am going to challenge myself to be grateful – more than i ever have. to be a positive energy that is felt when i am with others. to feel gratitude and be grateful throughout the entire day; grateful, happy and positive for all things big and small throughout my day.

i want to create a habit of gratitude in my activities, in my thoughts, in my being, in my doing. when my thoughts are negative i want to think about what is most important, what i want to create, and what i am grateful for.

i am judging of myself often in many areas of my life. there is a lot i want and i am grateful for that awareness so i can choose what i want to create. but i judge myself when i’m not being or doing what i want and when i don’t make the choices to create the life i want to live.

 

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what will happen if i am grateful for this awareness, grateful for my experience, grateful for learning and growth, grateful for opportunity, and stop judging? what will happen if i am grateful for my being, my doing and my experiencing and stop judging because i know that i am growing and will not be, do and experience perfectly?  that i will make mistakes, bad choices, choices that aren’t creating what i want but giving me instant gratification. sometimes that’s okay, sometimes it’s truly not what i want and then i judge myself.

let go the judging. feel gratitude and choose to think about what’s most important to me, what i want, what i want to create.

i am choosing to be positive and grateful. i want a positive energy creating what i want for myself and for others. there is a lot of good in my life and it’s easy to be grateful for it. there is a lot of challenge in my life and it is easy to feel overwhelmed. i am going to be aware. i am going to think about what i want, what i can do to create what i want. i am going to ask myself, “what do i want to create?”

what do you want to create?

live you truth!

risk

i know that i can create what i want.

risk… awareness! positive choices! risk…

how much risk is good? what risks are good?

i have been taking risks lately and it is scary. i can easily spiral into overwhelm thinking about the possibility of failure of the risk, or other areas of my life being effected.

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thinking about the risk and that it got me something that i wanted, something that is important to me and being aware that the risk is part of growing in an upward spiral is uplifting. thinking about why it is important to me creates the positive energy that i need to make the risk not so risky.

to think about how i can make it work, and to create more of all that i want is energizing and exciting. that is how i connect to the positive feelings, thinking about what i want and how to make that happen. i am thinking of possibilities instead of thinking about the obstacle.

i’m connecting to why what i want is most important to me and creating a burning desire to achieve that. my desire creates the positive energy for me to take action and grow through the challenge and have what i want. to live the life that i want to live.

what risk are you taking? why is the risk important to you? what are the opportunities that taking this risk, the possibilities it has opened to you, are going to create in your life?

live your truth!

choose positive

positive. choose positive. choose to think about what you want. choose what’s most important to you.

i was thinking about questions i ask myself, and wondering what should i ask myself when making decisions and a new question came to me, “what do i want to create?”

“will this create what I want? is this creating what i want?”

there is a lot that i want. i know that i can have it, create it and experience it. i don’t know how, and i don’t have to know how. i will do what i can from here, and i will grow and create.

what do you want to create? are you choosing to create what you want? are you creating what you want?

live your truth!

create your life

how much of life do i and should i base off of my feelings? and thoughts? what should i listen to when i am making choices for the moment and the life that i want to live?

trust my instincts, my intuition, and let my inner being guide me.

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go to my center and connect to myself where I am whole and complete. from this space, this is the space that i can trust. this is the space in me that knows what i want. it is this space that doesn’t judge and doesn’t expect.

from this inner being space i am guided to live the life that i want to live. a life of happiness and wellbeing. a life of my own journey and adventures. a life of fulfillment.

how do i know i am connected to my center, my inner being and not listening to my feelings and thoughts, but being guided by my true inner being?

i feel a calm, loving, positive energy when i am connected to my center, my inner being. being connected to my center i am free from overwhelm and stress. connected to my center i am free from judging and free from expecting.

connected to my center i trust myself that i am guiding myself to creating and experiencing the life that i want. from my center i feel love in all that i do, i feel love in the ebbs and flows that are my experiences of my life journey.

wandering thoughts

interesting how thoughts can change so much and be so different. thoughts being felt and connected to. thoughts being wanted and desired. and these feeling and thoughts will be the complete opposites of previous thoughts. what is it that causes such different thoughts, feelings and wants?

is it a difference of thinking with mind or thinking with heart? is it a difference of energy felt and had in each experience? is it a difference of how present i am in each moment of these feelings and these thoughts?

what is it to live in the present moment? to live in the now moment?

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is being in the present moment letting go of all thoughts? our minds wander so much in a day; thinking, analyzing, worrying and dreaming. what should we let go? what should we allow?

i want to be fully present in the moment, or thinking positively about what i want and what’s most important to me. i want to be connected to what’s most important to me and experiencing what bring me joy and love. i want to grow and expand with my dreams and desires. what part of this is being in the present moment?

i don’t think i can answer the question, the moment has changed. each moment is different, each experience is different. with each new moment and each new experience our thoughts will change and grow.

when i don’t like a thought i will choose to focus on the now moment. when i don’t like a thought i will choose to think positive about what i want and connect to that feeling. i will choose to make the positive feeling my now moment.

my wandering mind. where will it wander to in the next moment?

live your truth!

love is?

thinking about love and what i want. thinking about what i’ve learned about love is giving and not worrying about getting. love is about the act of loving without expecting anything in return.

what does that look like?

how does that fit in with all that i want to experience and share in relationships?

a desire for a relationship, a choice to be in a relationship, then loving…

is that all there is to love?

sunshine heartis there expectation in choice? or you love yourself first, which would be in the choices you make. positive choices, choices for what you desire and what’s most important to you. the choice, it is two in one to love without expectation. choose to love without expectation. and choose to be in a relationship. and keep choosing, keep choosing to love without expectation and keeping choosing the relationships you want.

then sharing and experiencing love in a relationship. and this part is the act of love without expectation. sharing and experiencing life together in a relationship that you want. don’t expect life and love to come from the relationship, share and experience life and love in the relationship.

if you love yourself first in choosing what you desire and what’s most important to you, then when loving another you will be getting what you want. in the ups and downs and ebbs and flows of life and experiences, you will be sharing and experiencing in relationship. loving yourself is giving to yourself, loving yourself is giving to relationship and loving the other, giving to relationship and loving the other is loving yourself.

i choose my relationships. i give to my relationships and love the other. i am happy and grateful for my relationships! now… now, i am going to practice loving without expectation.

live your truth!

expanding awareness

every decision has ripple effects into other pieces of who you are and who you are being. every decision has ripple effects into other areas of your life.

with this decision, am i being who i want to be? am i doing what i want to do? am i experiencing what i want to experience? when creating the life that i want, the decisions that i make are not always about one thing but about the whole. what is it that i want? what is my awareness?

the experiences of life create growth or can stop it. is this experience something that is going to expand my knowledge, my ideas, my awareness, the dreams and desires that i have; and help me to become aware and grow into who i want to be, what i want to do and what i want to experience?

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some decisions and experiences are clear in knowing they are supporting your being. some decisions and experiences are to expand your awareness and give direction to where you want to grow.

when you are trying new things and expanding your boundaries, it is uncomfortable to become the person you want to be if you are changing some deep beliefs and ideas on how you think you should be or how you think “life” should be. are these beliefs and ideas yours or are they from someone else, is it your belief? are these beliefs and ideas from a past experience that is no longer relevant to you now? are you choosing an experience for yourself, for pleasing somebody else or from habit?

uncomfortable decisions are a good part of life, they are decisions that support your growth, awareness and expansion being who you want to be and doing what you want to do. that is why an awareness of your being, who you want to be, what you want to do and experience and what is most important to you is important. with your awareness you can make decisions for what is most important to you to support who you want to be and do or for expanding your awareness more through new experiences.

is who i am being in this experience who i want to be tomorrow or helping me to experience new ideas for who i want to be and what i want to do? if i choose this experience, is it for this now moment or is it for creating the life that i want to live through growth?

when you are making decisions are you making the decision for what’s important to you? are you making the decision for what you want? are you making the decision for the person you want to be? are you making the decision to experience new ideas for new knowledge, new awareness and growth?

enjoy the journey! experience your life fully expanding your awareness, being and enjoying new experiences.